Intangible Dreams

Love.It is scary...you are in it and you won't even know...you want to get out, but its difficult..you try consoling your heart but its impossible...

Will some one tell me how one comes to know he is in love?Why don't the bells ring?Why isn't there's anything written anywhere?Why isn't it so obvious?

Why?

Why do I see a reason behind every action of yours...Why do I see incorrigible,intangible dreams...Why do I miss you so much...Is there any reason,any logic to back all this...I wish human heart was as simple as laws of thermodynamics...I wish there was any one good reason to be happy without you

I don't know what exactly I want from you...the emotions oscillate from friendship to love...from I like you to I love you...

You care for me,you understand me,you like me...but only as a friend...yes, a good friend at that you cared and pampered me so much that it confused me...I misunderstood your emotions...you portrayed your feelings merely as a friend...it had a certain layer of banality which I couldn't perceive...I know I'm stupid...

You are so cool,carefree...nothing affects you...the whole feeling of I'm -so-comfortable-with-myself airs...I wish I could have been like you...I wish I would not have liked you...

Sometimes, friendship effortlessly merges into love...sometimes, you can't get everything you want..No...sometimes you don't get everything you want

It kind of sounds strange isn't..even two close(both literally and figuratively)people conversing can have feelings of opposite magnitude towards each other...sometimes mathematics errs in finding the actual distance between the two individuals...sometimes you want to be sad just for the heck of it...

But in the end,it's all your fault.Why are you so good that I couldn't help myself falling in love with you...whatever happens,I will try not to love you.Trust me, it is difficult. But I'll try.